What I  can’t process 

 

I feel like am a puzzle 

That nothing can be fixed 

Everything I do is confusing 

Nothing makes sense 

Am trying to process 

To process what am feeling 

Have you ever wondered 

How easier life would be like

If we wewe just machines 

Just processing what can be processed 

No emotions no feelings 

Sometimes I wish I was a Robot 

But  then again

I’ve had so much experience with them 

Being betrayed  or hurt or lied to or

Even kissed or held or hugged 

If I was given a chance to change 

All the shity  things i’v felt or 

Encountered either good or bad 

Can I… 

Maybe 

How can you process something you can’t explain

How do you get better if you can’t detect the illness. 

Yeah i think i would change…